Home.

Well, I'm back in Los Altos and it feels really weird. I miss Rexburg a lot. Mostly because I miss my roommates and Josh. Its kinda nice to be home with all the food and Christmas treats. :) But its just really crazy because I'm not in my bed, or in my room (or I guess my old room) but I am still using my closet. So everything is super different. And all the Christmas decorations are up and so the whole house looks different. I miss my Rexburg way of life.

I am not really excited to be home just because I feel like I am going to be really bored. I am going to have to find a job and that just sounds like no fun. Hopefully I'll be able to find a really fun job so I'll be able to not waste my four months away but I'm worried I won't. I think the job hunt might start tomorrow. Great...

The weather here is strangely uncomfortable. I miss the cold weather of Rexburg which sounds weird but it was in the high 50's today and I was almost wishing for the mid-30's that we were enjoying this past week. I guess I was excited to come home to the warmth and hopefully it'll cool down a bit because this is like summer weather and I want coldness.

This Christmas is going to be super weird. I think that part of the reason its weird to be home is because Nicole is still gone. This is my first Christmas ever without her. Her stocking isn't up, her ornaments aren't up, its just empty. :( I miss her. And although I'm going to talk to her on the phone on Friday (which I'm VERY excited about), its definitely going to make missing her a whole lot worse. And I'm undoubtedly going to cry.

I guess its been kinda fun being home. We went to Temple Hill on Friday night and saw the lights and a hand bell choir concert which was good. And then I went to Colleen's for a party (since every time we hangout, its a party) and it was way fun to see everyone since its been forever. They were all so interested about Josh though which was funny. I had to tell them like every detail. We played Pictionary and obviously the team of Colleen, Katherine and I beat the team of Molly and Brittany. It was super fun even though I was texting Josh and Jessica and I think they got a little bit mad. Oops. And then I came home at one and talked to Jessica on the phone until like 2:30.

Katherine, Colleen and I had another party last night too. We made pizza and then cupcakes then watched 27 Dresses and then played Charades. And Molly, Brittany and Courtney slowly joined in on the fun. Its been super fun hanging out with my clan but I do miss my Rexburgians.

Church was crazy because everyone was so excited I was home and everyone wanted to talk to me. I felt super famous. haha but its going to be weird when I have to go to 'old people' Sunday School and Relief Society. Not looking forward to that...

This week includes looking for a job, going to the city, celebrating Christmas, talking to Nicole, sleeping in, eating delicious food. I can't wait. :)